2020
Courtesy of the artist
This work is part of TAG: A Poeta Project. It is a response to Heat Lightening by Jennifer Ryan
“Saturday, July 18th – A response to Jennifer Ryan”
It’s the day before my birthday and Carly
and I are at Mike’s place on College St
for a garage sale
we’re picking up some Fleetwood Mac on vinyl
and while waiting for Mike to grab them
I start flipping through used copies of Ayn Rand
when Curt, who lives with Mike, declares
that the industry is dead
he’s referring to many things
theater, live music, infringement festivals
his band is
or was
called Anal Pudding
anyway, the ghost of Ayn Rand suddenly appears before me
she starts pulling toy trains out of thin air
while talking about childhood
miles of drywall and magician sweat
the music of soap, always asking
“What magic is this?”
sun floating in the kitchen
dishtowels on fire, clockwork trouble
or annihilation cameras, unsecured lightning
with nowhere to go, Ayn concludes by asking me
“Is it any wonder why we’re so ruthless?”
it’s then that I realize
all the cars parked on the street
are covered in moss like old churches
there’s worship here
I can feel it and deep down
I know there are better days ahead
when yellow jackets tell us to sit down
so they can teach us how everything happens
and when we ask what that means
they just laugh at our big, confusing bureaucracy
because we’re like echoes separated from conversation
a train carrying doors across the country
then it suddenly goes off the rails
outside some ghost town
and there’s no one around to open the future
but that is going to change
anyway, Ayn fades away toward Allen
carrying her books
we get our Fleetwood Mac records
but before leaving we give Curt a dollar
for one of the rocks he’s painted
how it shines in our hands
all the brilliant colors
by Justin Karcher