Paul Sharits (1943-1993)

Oct Sun nite: Insomnia after tense dreams of video vs. film—later dreams of social interaction: students and “faculty” party

Mon nite (after drink and smoke and L. Levine at Hallwalls and coming home very late: guilty) somewhere which sells old stuff (antiques-junk?). I steal small (gold) things while 2 friends (artists?) find rare (valuable/marked low) items (maps—represent art works??) I ask from them to find on for me but they keep for selves.

Awake with headache

Later something about therapy—patient locked out of office to force him into realization that he’s armed—is patient me? Something about my film Oscill- “pure.”

Oct 28- [return from NYC to hectic life]

1. I want to purchase/ steal gun (protection and suicide maybe)
2. On a pole or tree with girl—(do we screw?)

-She plays recklessly—we almost fall—she falls or I push her.

-Later, I feel we done it.

-Chris is there—a nuisance.