Paul Sharits (1943-1993)

Oct 14- Argue during house movements. I’m doing something (but not much?) and critieragr for not unplugging and removing some paintings—comes to point of breakup

Oct 16- VERY PARANOID. Dreams of being in wars- my personal danger & fears. (in America-gets to home) (Starts as trip to mountains to fish (Dad and Gary).

Today I want to do sound{I have gun//Need help on sound-track and ask Bill B. and Liz King= Paranoid *dreams of “arguments” run art/film with Gary and Brakhage.

Before sleep- Poetry reading: mix USA critique/southwest as it was warm—bar and feelings of “temporary peace in midst of social disorders” Creeleys and Brakhage

*mix of war theme and work (art and teaching) theme—also, feeling after fight to my apartment—try to lock door—people (students) come in and I panic “out.”