January 2, 1936 - January 4, 1936
handmade cardboard notebook
9 5/8 x 11 1/2 inches
Gift of Charles E. Burchfield, 1966
107. can only get it as a child? I look at the lights, the baubles, and the dusky green on the needles – so quiet, almost with a personality – as tho it were thinking and there comes an indefinable nostalgic memory of the security a child has in the loving care of a parent- a retreat in these dark branches where a child can sit and contentedly dream of the outside world of snow, and skating and sled-riding.
January 3, 1936-
A dream – of our moving into a flat in a poor neighborhood in Buffalo, which was on a third floor of an old ramshackle house- From one of the bedroom windows there was a view out even the harbor where boats were going to and fro – and I thought, in my dream of what fun for a boy to sit and watch the busy harbor life.
January 4, 1936
Every so often I pass thru a period of despising my locale, and longing for either new, more romantic & picturesque scenes, or for the old remembered haunts in Ohio. Giving way to such a state of mind is a weakness, and is very destructive. Suddenly some little incident restores me to courage and sanity, and I realize anew the underlying truth, that any spot is fit for the artist who