All day on the Great Elm—working on the left hand side. I have carried this now to the point where it seems impossible to conceive of the original picture as being a complete motive—it needs the setting of the surrounding areas so much.
I wish it were possible to do significant work without getting so “wrought-up” —In doing, a subject like this in which memory and emotion play equal parts, nothing seems to go right, and I must start again and again; I finally reach a point when in a rage I destroy all I have done so far, —and at that moment, unknown to myself, I have solved it.
By the end of the day I was on no mental state to judge the value of what I had done; so I asked Bertha to come and “look over my shoulder” —Her honest enthusiasm restored me to sanity.
Charles Burchfield, June 20, 1941