All day on the Great Elm—working on left hand side. I have carried this now to the point where it seems impossible to conceive of the original picture as being a complete motive—it needs the setting of the surrounding areas so much.
I wish it were possible to do significant work without getting so “wrought-up”—In doing a subject like this in which memory and emotion play equal parts, nothing seems to go right, and I must start again and again; I finally reach a point when in a rage, I destroy all I have done so far,—and at that moment, unknown to myself, I have solved it.
By the end of the day I was in no mental state to judge the value of what I had done; so I ask Bertha to come and “look over my shoulder”—Her honest enthusiasm restored me to sanity.
Charles Burchfield, June 20, 1941