December 24, 1923 - April 11, 1926
Handmade volume with cardboard covers, lined and unlined paper pages
12 x 10 1/8 inches
feeling of primitive human life as I used to get along theOhio river. Outside the raw sunlight on crude buildings, people filling the streets – the crash of old street cars on the rails, flat-wheelers they call them. A young Indian boy selling pussy willows and sassafras bark, he yet retained a natural primitive look; with the sharp black eyes of some little marsh or river animal. I liked his appearance + it set me thinking of turbulent muddy streams of March lined with willows and the feeling of new life being created in the air. Most animals already & birds making preparation.
Man is often referred to as an animal. True, he is subject to the same physical laws as animals, but he has a soul, a mind, reasoning powers, memory, etc. For example, the sexual act with animals is a blind instinct with no knowledge of its purpose. With man it is different; fully conscious of the possibility of a new life starting, a new mysterious being that shall in due time come forth, grow to maturity and reproduce more – and yet more, endlessly. A man feels like a divine being. So I walk along, my blood quickened by the racy air, feeling good physically, an ordinary human creature, capable of great possibilities. I think of the children that I already have begotten, Mary Alice & Martha, healthy, delightfully