February 11, 1912 continued- February 25, 1912
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you – because I have something better. You’re to go to work Monday in the Cost Department.”
I hardly knew what to say. I said something but I don’t know now what it was, I was so glad. My first thought was – how I would like to tell Mother right away. My second was – would the morning ever pass? Then the thoughts crowded so fast my mind was a confused jumble. I wanted to tell everyone at the office. Quiet secrecy however (why I do not know) was required according to Ray. Ray impressed the fact upon me that he had all the doing of my getting the place but I was too busy thinking of other things to care. The possibilities for nature study the shorter hours. promised was plesant to dream upon.
I hated to keep it a secret, for that required lies. Paul came around and wanted to know if had got a job. I made up a lie to tell him, hating myself for it. Alice Clake said once.
“Do you know – something tells me you’re going to get a place in the Cost Department” I wanted to tell her then. Again Theda Nusbaum said to me,